Redefined

Times are something in this world that will never wait us to catch up. at first, I saw my father smoke some cigarette and now without no warning I see my son looking up me smoke my cigarette.. you see, from all the trouble that I have made in the journey of my life none of them that make me feel so sick except the reality that I growing older through the time. and saw what I've done in the past to someone else now some punk did it to me or someone else in my age.

Round..round..round and round...the world are still moving and get older too like the scientist says. and now I'm also get in that cycle also, trapped there can't go to anywhere to safe what I need to safe. but really...what do I need to safe from it ? it's confusing me... should I just go with this time cycle or do I have to make my own path for my own existence. what should I do, really in a matter of time so I can live my life ? so none of you said to me that I'm lost..?

Tell me what is the definition of live your life...? isn't that I can make my own decision for my life ? but why every time I did it you always said that I'm a selfish person ? but if I choose to live my life as our social norm told us you said to me to get a live...don't be a hypocrite.

But now tell me who's the hypocrite among us...?